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why are my eyes
always shifting
away from anyone
everyone else's eyes?
a minor case, major depressure
a fantastic film score
my father's bike, my weight descending
got nothing to wait for
then i'll push my hair back
then i'll mess it up
then i'll bite my tongue while singing what you'll all say
"you swore that you would live your life without regret
*uaaaaa*
what are you waiting for?"
melissa
I FUCKED UP
i won't cut my arms off, that won't keep me warm at night
and i'll do my best to live my life without regret
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lie to me, like you used to
tell me everything is how it should be
lie to me, did you have to?
cause in the end it never matters what i think
and i can barely tell the sky from the shoreline
and i can see myself reflected in your eyes
and this was all a dream
and it's coming back to me
a portrait in grey scale, a perfect betrayal
and i can't even breathe
with this weighing on my chest
you knew at my best
now i can't even stand on my own
i saw water!
i said i wanted to break my friends
but my dependency won't let me away
i'd like to think that i can work it out some
but i want to be put into the ground
today i needed a break
my friends are up in mountains and i'm drowning in lakes
i swallowed water right in front of her face
just to show that she had nothing to say
i felt lighter
i impressed her
but my emotions ran unopposed
i felt just like brian jones
i've never felt that lost before
i just don't feel incredible
but me? well, of course i liked you
have time for me, i don't expect you to
i see me become a recluse
it's very easy to seclude
i saw water
i felt better
i woke up feeling embarassed from
when i drowned in my swimming pool
you thought it was an accident
i just can't get along with you
but me? well, of course i liked you
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pavimento (lupe de lupe)
03:06
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eu nunca cantei tão bem
mas eu canto só pra você
e o que é que os manos dizem
sobre nós dois?
a verdade é que eles não sabem
de porra nenhuma
de merda nenhuma
sobre nós dois
ou sobre o que é o amor
ou sobre outras coisas
tão mais bobas
eu queria ser mais bonito
pra sair melhor com você
numa foto ou com seus amigos
as pessoas sempre acham
que eu sou feito um livro
denso e chato de ler
e que você está sempre muito enganada
por um milhão de palavras
bem arrumadas
mas só deus sabe o quanto eu te amo
e o quanto eu amo nossos segredos
que guardamos
no que um dia eu chamei de meu pavimento
pois disseram
que era sem vida feito um tipo de cimento
pois então meu amor por você é concreto
e só deus sabe
o quanto eu iria sentir a falta do seu sorriso
e eu não vou te culpar
se um dia você resolver me deixar
pois quem cola comigo
já nasceu fadado a não ganhar
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wake
from your sleep
the drying of your tears
today we escape
we escape
pack
and get dressed
before your father hears us
before all hell
breaks loose
breathe
keep breathing
don't lose your nerve
breathe
keep breathing
i can't do this
alone
sing
us a song
a song to keep us warm
it's such a chill
such a chill
and you can laugh
your spineless laugh
we hope your rules and wisdom
choke you
and now
we are one
in everlasting peace
we hope
that you choke
that you choke
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i can live with the sky falling out from above
i can live with your scorn, your sourness, your smug
i can live growing old alone if push comes to shove
but i can't live without my mother's love
i can live flying 'round at an impossible pace
i can live with the bad etiquette that's falling on this place
i can live with anything you got to throw in my face
but i can't live without my mother's embrace
my mother is 49
she's the closest friend that i have in my life
take her from me and i'll break down and bawl
and wither away like old leaves in the fall
you can be cruel all you want, talk bad on my brothers
shoot me full of holes and i won't be bothered
judge me for my ways or my slew of ex-lovers
but don't ever dare say a bad word about my mother
when she's gone i'll miss our slow easy walks
playing scrable at the chimes of the grandfather clock
i'll even miss the times that we fought
but mostly i'll miss being able to call her and talk
i can live without watching the classic old fights
i can live without a lover beside me at night
i can live without what you might call a charmed life
but i can't live without my mother providing her light
my mother is 49
one day she won't be here to hear me cry
when the day comes for her to let go
i'll die off like a lemon tree in the snow
when the day comes for her to leave
i won't have the courage to sort through her things
with my father and all our memories
i cannot bear all the pain it will bring
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faça-me um espelho
que só enxergue você
vamos assistir a qualquer seriado
que você escolher
não tenha medo, não
as luzes vão se ligar
e todo esse vazio existencial
vai se apagar na mesa do bar
eu tenho fé em você
e sei que vai tudo correr bem
só porque você não se lembra da separação dos seus pais
não quer dizer que não sofreu
entendeu?
é tudo uma questão de complicar
me passa essa luz que cai da sua mente
e só me deixe passear
eu preciso dela, mas ela não precisa de mim
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michael
where are you now?
somehow in my excitment
the last time you called
it slipped again to ask your hidden whereabouts
got a lead from your old triple ex-girlfriend
she said "i heard he lost his mind again"
"again?", i said
i didn't know that you ever did
michael
where are you now?
sleeping through the mornings
in flannel impaired
getting high in the southern air
shoeless, sandy evenings down the unfamiliar
last whiff of salt-water freedom
skipping shells in the dead zone
with a ghost on your side
of the state borderline
whispering
"take it"
do you remember our first subway ride?
our first heavy metal haircuts
our last swim on the east coast
and me with my ridiculous looking pierced nose
oh, i remember your warm smile in the sun
the daydreaming boy without a shirt on
the birmingham barfly father
left the mother of three sons
you're the oldest juvenile delinquent bum
my best friend
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fools leave
too soon
built to
fill roles
and fall
stading
alone again
distant and
dissatisfied
these four years
and how we say goodbye
to these four years
a long goodbye
with mixed emotions
just fragments of
another life
well, i'm not dead yet
but the regrets are killing me
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sal na ferida
nunca foi tão bom
e todo apartamento
que eu entro lá no centro
da cidade tem seu cheiro
eu te vejo em cada espelho
alucinando meus desejos
no caminho de volta pra casa
eu vejo jesus cristo estendendo suas mãos
mas eu não ligo, eu só piso
em toda poça, toda pessoa
eu não quero ser salvo
e tudo te destrói
eu só queria passar um fim de semana ao seu lado
fogo eterno
eu nunca sei terminar as conversas que eu começo
eu nunca deixei as pessoas irem embora
e se você souber da invencibilidade da memória
nos meus sonhos, pontes feitas de perdão
a sensação de que sou um monstro pela quarta vez
meu orgulho é
maria, você não sabe
quem seu filho é
eu ergo a cruz
todos querem provar alguma coisa
existe uma particularidade nas festas da juventude que nasceu no fim do século XX
eu só quero férias
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i've good friends with bad habits
but what am i to do?
they're literary romantics
they fuck like wilde
and indulge like hemingway
i've good friends with bad habits
and a tendency towards negligence
just petty thieves and addicts
they don't hurt anyone
but they'll burn anyway
sometimes, like every time a train passes
i get jealous of the long nights
the blurred lights
the red eyes
the bar fights
but where in the hell am i?
and how did i get here
with one shoe?
and which way
to the nearest train?
sometimes
like every time she breathes
i embrace my routine
i've good friends with bad habits
but what's a boy without a voice to do?
they're literary romantics
they fuck like wilde
and they'll die like hemingway
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there there (radiohead)
05:19
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in pitch dark
i go walking in your landscape
broken branches
trip me as i speak
just 'cause you feel it
doesn't mean it's there
just 'cause you feel it
doesn't mean it's there
there's always a siren
singing you to shipwreck (sim errei dsclp)
steer away from these rocks
we'd be a walking disaster
just 'cause you feel it
doesn't mean it's there
just 'cause you feel it
doesn't mean it's there
there, there
why so green
and lonely
lonely
lonely?
heaven sent you
to me
to me
to me?
we are accidents
waiting, waiting
to happen
we are accidents
waiting, waiting
to happen
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the sprawl (sonic youth)
10:36
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to the extent that i wear skirts and cheap nylon slips
i've gone native
i wanted to know the exact dimensions of hell
does that sound simple? fuck you
are you for sale? does 'fuck you' sound simple enough?
that was the only part that turned me on
but he was candy all over
come on down to the store
you can buy some more and more and more and more
come on down to the store
you can buy some more and more and more and more
come on down to the store
you can buy some more and more and more and more
come on down to the store
you can buy some more and more and more and more
i was born in a shotgun row sliding down the hill
out front were the big machines
steel and rusty now, i guess
out back was the river
and that big sign down the road
that's where it all started
come on down to the store
you can buy some more and more and more and more
come on down to the store
you can buy some more and more and more and more
come on down to the store
you can buy some more and more and more and more
you can buy some more and more and more and more
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i'm in the sky when i'm on my floor
the world's a mess and you're my only cure
there's no time for me to act mature
the only words i know are more more and more
noone to criticize me then
noone to criticize
there's no fear when i'm in my room
it's so clear and now i know just i wanna do
eau d'bedroom dancing
to you i wanna say you're my thing
you teach me
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home
is where I want to be
pick me up and turn me round
i feel numb
born with a weak heart
i guess I must be having fun
the less we say about it the better
make it up as we go along
feet on the ground, head in the sky
it's ok i know nothing's wrong (nothing)
heeeeeey i got plenty of time
heeeeeey you got light in your eyes
and you're standing here beside me
i love the passing of time
never for money
always for love
cover up and say good night
say good night
...
home
is where I want to be
but i guess i'm already there
i come home
she lifted up her wings
i guess that this must be the place
i can't tell one from the other
did I find you or you find me?
there was a time before we were born
if someone asks this is where i'll be (where I'll be)
heeeeey we drift in and out
heeeeey sing into my mouth
out of all those kinds of people
you got a face with a view
i'm just an animal looking for a home
share the same space for a minute or two
and you love me till my heart stops
love me till I'm dead
eyes that light up, eyes look through you
cover up the blank spots
hit me on the head i
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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we speak in the store and i'm a sensitive bore
you seem markedly more and i'm oozing surprise
and it's late in the day, you were well on your way
what was golden went gray and i'm so suddenly shy
and the gathering floozies afford to be choosy
and all sneezing darkly on the dimming divide
and i have read the right books to interpret your looks
you were knocking me down with the palm of your eye so
this is unlike the story it was written to be
i was riding its back when it used to ride me
and we were galloping manic on the mouth of the source
we were swallowing panic in the face of its force
and iiiiiiiiiiii aaaaaaaaaaam blue
i am blue
and unwell
made me bolt like a horse so
now it's done
watch it go
and you've changed some
water runs from the snow
am i so dear?
do i run rare?
and you've changed some
peach plum pear
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there's just no room for all our thoughts
come on l
et's walk another walk
did you ever see a downtown businessman
sing a joyful talk
in a suit made out of song?
come on
let's not insist on love
we're just alive
let's talk straight about it
and sled through the boulevard
this is a true heart
listen hard
these are true words
speak hard
see the young so old/in love so fast
i don't understand
falling leaves
a tree's a tree
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say (cat power)
04:54
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learn to say the same thing
let us hold fast to sayin' the same thing
i hope all is well with you
i wish the best for you
when no one is around love will always love you
learn to say the same thing
what defeats people is a double confession
one time they will confess one thing
and the next they will confess something else
talk to them they will say
learn to say the same thing
let us hold fast
to saying the same thing
never give up
no never give up
if you're looking for something easy
you might as well give it up
never give up
no never give up
if you're looking for something easy
you might as well give it up
one time they will confess one thing
and the next they will confess the next
talk to them they will say
learn to say the same thing
let us hold fast to saying the same thing
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i stepped into an avalanche
it covered up my soul
when i am not this hunchback that you see
i sleep beneath the golden hill
you who wish to conquer pain
you must learn to serve me well
you strike my side by accident
as you go down for your gold
the cripple here that you clothe and feed
is neither starved nor cold
he does not ask for your company
not at the centre of the world
when i am on a pedestal
you did not raise me there
your laws do not compel me
to kneel grotesque and bare
i myself am the pedestal
for this ulgy hump at which you stare
you who wish to conquer pain
you must learn what makes me kind
the crumbs of love that you offer me
are the crumbs that i've left behind
your pain is no credential here
it's just the shadow of my wound
i have begun to long for you
i who have no greed
i have begun to ask for you
i who have no need
you say you've gone away from me
but i can feel you when you breathe
do not dress in those rags for me
i know you are not poor
you don't love me quite so fiercely now
when you know that you are not sure
it is your turn, beloved
it is your flesh that i wear
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alifib (robert wyatt)
05:32
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unfinished (mineral)
06:50
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i wish you could put your ear up to my heart and hear how much i love you
i still dream of december, dancing together, with rings on our fingers
and the two shall forever become...
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